I will trust in You

Psalm 56 has been a theme for me lately. We received news that cancer had metastasized into my knee and upper leg bones. Over the course of radiation treatment for that, I began to have serious back pain. An MRI revealed more bad news: cancer is present in several vertebrae. Not at all what we wanted to hear, but even in this God is faithful and kind. It is not in my spinal fluid. There is treatment available for the pain.

Over and over during the past few weeks, God continues to lead me back to Psalm 56.

Psalm 56

For the director of music. To the tune of “A Dove on Distant Oaks.” Of David. A miktam.[b] When the Philistines had seized him in Gath.

Be merciful to me, my God,
    for my enemies are in hot pursuit;
    all day long they press their attack.
My adversaries pursue me all day long;
    in their pride many are attacking me.

When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.
    In God, whose word I praise—
in God I trust and am not afraid.
    What can mere mortals do to me?

All day long they twist my words;
    all their schemes are for my ruin.
They conspire, they lurk,
    they watch my steps,
    hoping to take my life.
Because of their wickedness do not let them escape;
    in your anger, God, bring the nations down.

Record my misery;
    list my tears on your scroll—
    are they not in your record?
Then my enemies will turn back
    when I call for help.
    By this I will know that God is for me.

10 In God, whose word I praise,
    in the Lord, whose word I praise—
11 in God I trust and am not afraid.
    What can man do to me?

12 I am under vows to you, my God;
    I will present my thank offerings to you.
13 For you have delivered me from death
    and my feet from stumbling,
that I may walk before God
    in the light of life.


Several portions of this scripture stand out to me.

  1. In verse one “Be merciful to me”. We need God’s mercy every day. In fact we are desperate for it.
  2. From verse three “When I am afraid I will put my trust in you.” I don’t have to be afraid. When I put my trust in the God who holds my future I can relax and know that He has the very best in mind for me and my family. Romans 8:28 says “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” I don’t know how God makes everything work out for our good, but I can trust that He will.
  3. “In God whose word I praise in God I trust; I will not be afraid.” (Psalm 56:4, 10-11) I exhibit my trust in God when I’m in His word consistently and when I am praising Him. Being in God’s word is vital to my belief and trust in Him. His word feeds my soul and encourages my belief. My faith will only go as deep as my Bible Study will take me. The more time I spend in His word the more I am encouraged. It also removes my fear. Praising Him will lift my spirit faster than most anything else. A few minutes of praise will remove the discouragement from my heart.
  4. “I am under vows to you, my God; I will present my thank offerings to you. For you have delivered me from death and my feet from stumbling, that I may walk before God in the light of life.” (Psalm 56:12-13) I can be thankful through all this because God has delivered me from death. God has provided salvation for me through Jesus. He has healed me from my sin which is my greatest disease. While I’m here on this earth I am blessed to walk in His light. I am not stumbling around in darkness. God be praised!

There is nothing God can not handle or heal. He is able to do miracles in and through His people. He is showing me that His plans are better than mine. Sometimes they are harder, but they are always better. I pray that you will trust God with whatever you are facing today. I pray you will immerse yourself in His word and that you will not stumble as you walk in His light.

About Emily Carter at Abundantly His

Emily Carter is a Christian speaker and writer who loves telling people about Jesus and how He can change your life and make it full and exciting. Emily's goal is to love and worship the Lord, her God with all of her heart, soul, mind, and strength. She seeks to do this through loving people and serving them.
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8 Responses to I will trust in You

  1. Simone says:


  2. Laurie Pluck says:

    This is beautiful Emily. Thank you. Love you sister!

  3. Deanie Cinnamon says:

    Precious Friend Emily! I will always remember with great joy the adventures we shared during the Come to Me Retreat at the Cove four years ago. This adventure is quite different in scope but your influence and impact for Jesus has only increased. My heart is with you and your family as you process through this valley of tears. Your courage is the stuff of Joshua and Esther and I know our Abba brags on you every day. MUCH love and prayers for shalom – – nothing missing, nothing broken.

  4. Belinda Richardson says:

    Dear Emily,
    I just want you to know I’m praying for you and your family. Thank you for showing us what true faith looks like . Your courage and strength are so evident in this writing.

    One of my favorite songs is called Trust His Heart by Babbie Mason. Part of the lyrics are “when you can’t trace His hand, Trust His heart.” My prayer is that you will continue to trust in His promises. He holds you dear friend in the hollow of his hand and He will never let you go!

    Love to you,

  5. Laura McGehee says:

    I just reread these words from my sweet friend Emily. Her faith was amazing. Her hope was in Christ. I was just thinking about her and reread her words as she was in a battle for her earthly life. God’s plan is better than ours and she is now in his presence and I’m thankful for the faith she displayed and her life witness.

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